The Uncertainty : the other side

It was there in the family,

I have been observing it;

the people behave as if

they were born to burn.

They raised me, 

and praised me;

that I would become

a part of their legacy.

But I saw the worry,

from the people behind;

that I would become

a part of the legacy.

I decided to stop it,

to work it and override it;

I told myself I'd become

a great partner, if not the best.

One day I saw you, to realize

that I can't unsee you;

I thought you and I

will be stars and sky.

I dealt with the conflict,

of me being with you, versus

you staying with me;

I did not choose regret.

I was relieved when I

proposed to you;

that finally, you knew,

how much I love you.

I never felt happier

than the day you replied;

you gave me a chance,

to be with you.

here I am, now, 

remembering those days;

where your eyes and smile,

did their magic on me.

here I am, now,

trembling to think;

when your eyes and smile,

stopped living with me.

I remember the days,

when I was not the person,

whom you promised,

to never leave.

I may not smile,

I may not recover,

I may not live

without you - it's okay.

I may never get

close to anyone ever;

I may not see you forever;

It's not your mistake.

here I am, now,

watching you go;

wishing your eyes and smile,

do their magic on you.