Writings - Unknown

It was there in the family, I have been observing it; the people behave as if they were born to burn. They raised me,  and praised me; that I would become a part of their legacy. But I saw the worry, from the people behind; that I would become a part of the legacy. I decided to stop it, to work it and override it; I told myself I'd become a great partner, if not the best. One day I saw you, to realize that I can't unsee you; I thought you and I will be stars and sky. I dealt with the conflict, of me being with you, versus you staying with me; I did not choose regret. I was relieved when I proposed to you; that finally, you knew, how much I love you. I never felt happier than the day you replied; you gave me a chance, to be with you. here I am, now,  remembering those days; where your eyes and smile, did their magic on me. here I am, now, trembling to think; when your eyes and smile, stopped living with me. I remember the days, when I was not the person, whom you promised, to n...

  I still remember you, welcoming me into your life; You said "Give me a chance, will surprise you every day." I believed you, so I gave you a chance, the chance to be with me, the chance to surprise me. I did not remember, how or when, your surprises had, become uncertainties. I did not remember, when I had become alien to you; or when you became alien to me. Gone were those days - when we cuddled each other, when we toured the city, when we shared our thoughts. I could no more predict, what you like, when you return, where you sleep; I could no more predict, reason for your anger, reason for your absence, reason for your silence. I adjusted myself, that it is normal; but realized I never did to you, what you did to me. I cursed myself, that I was the reason; but realized I fooled myself, when you said sorries. I prepared myself, to forgive you; but realized you never knew, what I was going through. I promised you, that I never leave you; but you were not the same, so neithe...