The Uncertainty

 

I still remember you,

welcoming me into your life;

You said "Give me a chance,

will surprise you every day."

I believed you,

so I gave you a chance,

the chance to be with me,

the chance to surprise me.

I did not remember,

how or when,

your surprises had,

become uncertainties.

I did not remember,

when I had become

alien to you;

or when you became

alien to me.

Gone were those days -

when we cuddled each other,

when we toured the city,

when we shared our thoughts.

I could no more predict,

what you like,

when you return,

where you sleep;

I could no more predict,

reason for your anger,

reason for your absence,

reason for your silence.

I adjusted myself,

that it is normal;

but realized I never did to you,

what you did to me.

I cursed myself,

that I was the reason;

but realized I fooled myself,

when you said sorries.

I prepared myself,

to forgive you;

but realized you never knew,

what I was going through.

I promised you,

that I never leave you;

but you were not the same,

so neither am I.